The Beginning Being a dancer I was conditioned and taught by others to not feel the extent of what I was feelings in my experience. I remember my first day when a woman took me under her wing and showed me the ropes of stripping. She grabbed my arm and dragged me into the VIP [...]
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Coming Home
Coming Home Through this journey of life, I’ve traveled far in my 31 years. When I say I’ve traveled far, I don’t only mean in the literal sense. Not only have I traveled far across the country, I’ve traveled far from myself. I’ve been disconnected with my truth and authenticity. I haven’t known who I [...]
The Seeking Stripper: I Surrender
Stripper There was heaviness on the word "stripper". The connotation was massive. Eleven years of collective massiveness. It's appropriate to say that stripping has left a huge impact on my life, and comprehending it's impact has been quite the process in itself. Looking back, I see the timeline of this stripping path actually began when [...]
Reflections Of A Partner
It's been a little over a month long journey of a deep exploration of new experiences with the intention of love, adventure, & growth with another human. I was calling in a partner of a lifetime. Someone that I could unite with, someone that I could ascend with. Someone that I could explore the meaning [...]
The Vision: Oneness
My soul goal is oneness. I'm consciously and intentionally healing the pain of separation in regards to my relationship with myself, others, and the earth. My mission is to purposefully take steps that align with my highest integrity and heal this core wound by way of love. Self I look at my behavior patterns to [...]
Convergence
Convergence: Coming together of two seemingly separate ideas, concepts, or entities. I've been a witness to this process as it has been an intention of mine. The amount of challenge has been plenty. Yet through the pain and the tears, I see a glimmer of light and my faith in the process. Loving myself through [...]
Redefining Love
Love used to be all consuming. Chaotic and unpredictable. Pain was inevitable. Heartbreak was common. Love was dependent on the other to return that love. Being in love meant being lost, having fallen so far from myself. Being in love meant losing touch with my wholeness and becoming one with another. Being in love meant [...]
Just Be
To be is to exist. To be anything else is a lie. In this more than human world, I am expressing as a human form and I see this as an opportunity to live in opportunity and joy. Being more than I am is a mask upon my brilliance. To be more is to create [...]
Stay Curious!
Today, right now, Make a verbal or written list of things you "Wonder" about. Allow yourself complete freedom while doing this. Let your imagination run wild. Be creative. Do this often to stay curious. I wonder what it would be like to live the trees. I wonder what it would be like to live really [...]
Trust
Trust in the flow. Change is upon me. People have been challenging me in ways that are bringing about growth. Although the last time, I was pushed and I allowed it to push me into a state of anxiety. A state of urgency. A state of unrest and discomfort. I recognize what happened and now [...]