Integration

Integration

Integration is a time of embodying the knowledge you learn. There are moments of awareness that peirce the current veil of reality, shattering the past and present into oblivion. As the shards of life settle into an unknown figuration, integration can occur. I've been away from the clubs for 2 years now. A lot has [...]

Manifestation Ritual: Calling In Your Beloved

After years of seeing the same unhealthy patterns show up in my personal relationships, I decided I was ready to go about them in another way. After much reflection, I realized that I was the common denominator in all of the equations of my personal relationships and circumstances that I didn't like. I knew from [...]

On the Job Training: Transferrable Skills

Being a stripper in the clubs, I've been gifted the opportunity to hold space for strangers as they process emotions that include pain, grief, sorrow, despair, guilt, shame, sadness that expresses in a variety of ways. The most important thing is that I listen. I listen with compassion and without the intent to resolve their [...]

Universal Truth

From the age of 9, I can remember being looked at as a sexual creature. I was hit on by older men, assuming I was at least 18. Cat calls bombarded me as I'd walk down the street in my saggy pants and beanie-chosen to avoid the hoots and hollers. When I was 12 years old, I [...]

Freedom

It’s so wild going back and reading my old blogs and seeing how much I’ve changed. Knowing where I was mentally in that moment writing those words; living in a wavering place of comparison, fear, and confusion. I’m so grateful for the process I’ve gone through to bring me to this very moment of clarity [...]