I’m in the place of awareness of old patterns and have the beautiful opportunity to begin anew. I’ve been here before. Declaring I see myself. Declaring I see my patterns and truth. I stir with anxiousness, unwilling at first to look at whats poking me in the back. Finally, I choose to sit with it. Breathe in the uncomfortable feelings of fear. My whole life comes into vision. Am I doing what I came here to do? Am I staying on track? What does that even mean? Contemplation runs its course.
The fear of going down a spiral that feels good, yet ignores my true purpose is what lingers in the shadows. The deeper question is, can I find a balance of existing in a state of pleasure, while remaining in connection with my soul purpose. That is the authenticity I desire. That is my goal of this lifetime. Melding the two worlds of pleasure and purpose. Staying connected with myself and my passions while supporting and loving others at the same time to do the same as I am.
We are all here on this earth to do something and I choose Love. I choose to be here and radiate love. 
When you radiate love,
Time speeds up.
Everything falls into place.
When you radiate love,
Love comes your way.
When you radiate love,
Pain and suffering becomes a gift.
When you radiate love,
There is no separation.
When you radiate love,
You see we are all connected.
When you radiate love,
You are not bound by fear and
Options are limitless.
When you radiate love,
Freedom finds you.
When you radiate love,
You are taken care of and
Others are cared for, too.
When you radiate love,
You learn from yourself.
You learn from others.
You learn from nature.
You learn from choices you make.
You learn from choices you don’t make.
When you radiate love,
You act with integrity and authenticity.
When you radiate love,
You respond to others with compassion.
When you radiate love,
YOU are limitless.
When you radiate love,
Within every question there is curiosity.
When you radiate love,
You inspire others to create and grow.
When you radiate love,
Your creativity, dreams, and gifts become known to yourself and to the world.
When you radiate love,
You support others in pursuing their dreams.
When you radiate love,
You will truly know what it means to love another.
When you radiate love,
You will know what it means to deeply feel connected.
When you radiate love,
The Earth will begin to heal.
When you radiate love,
People around you will begin to heal.
When you radiate love,
Others will be inspired to love.
When you radiate love,
You will feel nurtured, whole, and complete.
When you radiate love,
you will understand who You are and why You were put here on this Earth.
When you radiate love,
You will begin to see the purpose of everything; of every living creature and the symbiotic
relationships.
When you radiate love,
You will become a witness to your life.
When you radiate love,
You will see the love that is radiated from others.
When you radiate love,
You will realize that you are Love.
Ecstatic Soul Stripper 